Home TV Series Queen Sugar: Season 4, Episode 4 “Skin Transparent” – Recap, Review (with Spoilers)

Queen Sugar: Season 4, Episode 4 “Skin Transparent” – Recap, Review (with Spoilers)

by Amari

On the eve of Nova’s book release, another secret comes out, and Darla confronts Nova about bringing her narrative to her story.

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Director(s)Numa Perrier
Writer(s)Valerie C. Woods
Air Date7/3/2019
Introduced This Episode
Councilwoman Isabel BarreraMaritza Guerrero
TiaMikari Tarpley

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It Takes Time To Heal: Darla, Charley, Tia, Micah, Nova, Aunt Vi, Leo

Being that Davis doesn’t know anything about timing, and refuses to learn, as Charley is going through all this turmoil with Nova, he decides it is a good time for her and Micah to meet Tia. This leads to some shady moments, which Tia picks up on, but being the good brother he is, Micah escorts her out so that she doesn’t have to see them fight. Well, more so have a heated discussion about how Charley won’t become the girl’s surrogate mother, as if that was even a thought or action. But, you know, with the Tia situation being yet another secret to deal with, Charley has to lay down the law. Plus, who knows whether or not Tia reminds her of herself and how odd things may have been growing up.

Charley’s drama aside, Nova is still dealing with being shut out by Aunt Vi. Yet, with it being a few days later, it seems Nova thinks things should have blown over by now. Showing that, despite how well she knows people’s past, apparently she doesn’t know anyone’s temperament. Which becomes apparent later on for as Darla takes note of her progress with Leo, finally getting a sense of normalcy, it makes Nova’s book more and more dangerous.

Tia (Mikari Tarpley) and Davis reacting to Charley.

Tia (Mikari Tarpley) and Davis

Prepping For A Battle, Which Will Turn Into A War: Charley, Romero, Councilwoman Barrera, Frances

Just as things are getting better for  Charley, considering her and Romero are growing closer, and he finally meets Micah, she learns Frances is doing something shady. Specifically, she is pushing out Councilwoman Barrera to make way for Jacob to take her seat for a major highway project. One which means losing some Landry land but pretty much decimating that of Charley’s family.

Naturally, that’s an issue for Charley, but Frances makes it clear it isn’t personal and is strictly about money. So, Charley seems ready to, like with the prison, take up this fight. But, the difference being this time is that now Charley will be taking on the federal government and eminent domain laws vs. the state.

There Is Pain In Silence: Darla, Nova, Charley, Aunt Vi, Ralph Angel, Micah, Chantel

With all that goes on, only Micah seems not to have any hatred towards Nova. But, then again, maybe she didn’t cast his activism or decisions in a negative light to craft a lesson? Who knows? What is known though is that Nova is far from done spilling family secrets. For example, apparently Ernest may have killed, or at the very least buried, men who once spoke about doing something sexual to a 10-year-old Nova. A topic Micah mentions to Charley, who confronts Aunt Vi, with Ralph Angel next to her, about. But, as always, Aunt Vi keeps things to the chest.

Someone who doesn’t though is Darla. For of all people mentioned, Darla is the person Nova knows the least. After all, when has Nova spent time with Darla? When has any information Nova acquired about Darla not been through Ralph Angel or through Aunt Vi – who doesn’t like her? So as much as Nova may try to clean things up and note Darla’s resilience, among other things, there is a need to question if she hears herself? If she couldn’t have personally ever said this to Darla before the book came out, or was even written!

Hence why Darla calls her out as a thief. Which, when you add in Nova’s ex, Chantel, calling her out for not working on her own issues, creates the perfect storm. One which makes it so Nova is forced to look at how her own life is a lesson for someone else to learn from. But, she only does that for a moment and seems more geared towards her upcoming book tour.

Question(s) Left Unanswered

  1. What are the chances they start digging up the land to find those dead bodies that Nova testified, put into writing, of seeing?



Darla and Leo embracing one another.

We got two masterful scenes out of Darla in this episode: The first was when she was in Leo’s arms with a look of fear on her face. Yet, it isn’t the kind of fear we’re used to seeing. Darla isn’t scared because she is in a dangerous situation or because her life is threatened. More so it is that fear which comes from knowing you love someone and are in a position where they have the power to truly hurt you now. Which, for some, can be nice and new, something you can settle into – that vulnerability. However, for Darla, she has to fear if it’ll last for even if Leo knows she was an addict, he doesn’t know the full story and Nova has exposed the worst part of it.

The second scene to note is Darla confronting Nova since it isn’t too often we see Darla come out of character. Usually, she is very meek, controlled, and doesn’t seem fond of confrontation. However, on that night, she drove to Nova’s home, which isn’t in the best part of the county, planted herself in Nova’s living room, went eye to eye, toe to toe, and went off. All the while, Nova tried to put on that voice your mom has when she is on the phone to try to calm Darla down. Yet, Nova got told off in the way she deserved to since as much as she wants her family to be a form of inspiration, she keeps forgetting none of them were prepped for that. Especially since most were more focused on moving on with their baggage than dealing with it to lighten their load.

Seeing More And More Why That Book Needed To Be Written

With that said, increasingly, you see why the book had to be written. All these secrets clearly still eat at everyone, and no one is willing to confront them. Now, this isn’t to say Nova is in the right, but sometimes you have to do what needs to be done and worry about the consequences later. For just the Ernest possible murder thing revealed how much Aunt Vi is still keeping from everyone, possibly under the guise she is protecting them.

And really, for that family to truly heal, they have to let all the secrets out. Otherwise, like when Darla revealed Ralph Angel may not be the father, when Charley was working with the Landry family, among countless other incidents, they’ll be reminded how much their bond is conditional. For everyone is just waiting for the next bomb to drop.

Hollywood’s Pain As An Outsider

Hollywood listening to Vi crying.

While Hollywood is treated like family, he isn’t. Yes, he is married in, been around forever, and is dependable, but nothing will change the fact he is new. At this point, especially when it comes to Vi, a lot of the issues have long metastasized, and there is nothing he can do. Can he console, redirect the stress towards sex? Yeah, it is what he often does. Yet, as Vi cried in the bathroom, it became clear all he does is clean the wound and put a band-aid on the issue. He isn’t going to be able, or allowed, to truly heal what is going on. Which, as a man who left a wife who had a similar issue of having something he couldn’t fix or heal, must be hard.

Charley Ramping Up For A Political Campaign

While fighting the Landry family remains a reminder why most series don’t let their villains linger too long, at least there is some real escalation going on. One which, in my mind, could lead Darla’s dad to dealing with Charley since he does work in government, last time I checked. Also, considering what Nova has done to Darla, and Charley has done to Darla, it seems like Darla and her family are overdue for more than a tongue lashing.

On The Fence

How Micah May Take What Ernest Felt He Had To Do

Micah is a rebel who thinks he has a cause but really is like the rest of his family in trying to find an outlet rather than deal with the pain directly. So one can only hope that hearing about Ernest possibly killing and burying someone doesn’t lead to any dumb ideas. Especially considering Micah’s friends, and Keke, don’t seem to have any ability to rein him in.

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Queen Sugar - Episode List

Season/ EpisodeSynopsisEpisode InformationTopics & Focused Characters
Season 4, Episode 13 “I Am” [Season Finale]In the season finale for Queen Sugar, while many find peace, unfortunately for Charley, it seems she just keeps swapping who she is at war with.
Director(s)Ayoka Chenzira
Writer(s)Anthony Sparks
Air Date9/11/2019
Introduced This Episode
ParkerAmirah Vann
  • Something From Our Past | Nova, Ralph Angel
  • A Love Renewed | Ralph Angel, Nova, Darla, Calvin
  • I Am My Father’s Daughter | Aunt Vi, Frances, Parker, Charley, Sam
Season 4, Episode 12 “Here”

Just a Nova seems to be recovering her place in the family, Charley might be ready to cut them all off.


Pratibha Parmar


Anthony Sparks, Alison McKenzie

Air Date


Introduced This Episode


Kei'Undrea Turner

  • Let’s Not Repeat The Mistakes Of The Past: Darla, Nova, Aunt Vi, Blue, Ralph Angel
  • Destroying The Path I Laid Down: Aunt Vi, Jimmy Dale, Nova, Layla
  • If It Isn’t One Thing, It’s Another: Charley, Micah, Keke, Aunt Vi, Nova, Prosper, Frances
Season 4, Episode 11 “I’m Sorry”As a rainstorm sweeps through St. Jo, many find themselves with someone who forces them to slow down and think about their future.
Director(s)Stacey Muhammad
Writer(s)Valerie C. Woods, Mike Flynn
Air Date8/28/2019
  • A Prom Night To Remember: Micah, Keke, Asha
  • I Should Be With The One I Love: Deesha, Ralph Angel, Darla
  • A Change Gon’ Come: Nova, Calvin, Hollywood, Aunt Vi, Charley, Jacob
Season 4, Episode 10 “Oh Mamere”The night Blue was conceived is talked about, as well as many past trauma that still shakes characters to the core.
Director(s)Cheryl Dunye
Writer(s)Chloé Hung, Felicia Pride
Air Date8/21/2019
Introduced This Episode
JordanAmanda Tavarez
  • Charley, Nova, Aunt Vi | Hurt People Hurt People
  • Micah, Blue, Prosper, Ralph Angel, Hollywood | Boys & Men
  • Jordan, Darla, Aunt Vi, Ralph Angel | Darla Talks About The Night She Conceived Blue
Season 4, Episode 9 “Stare At The Same Fires”As Nova comes to terms with what she did, and tries to atone, Darla struggles in isolation. Also, the men challenge themselves to open up to one another.
Director(s)C. Fitz
Writer(s)Lisa Morales
Air Date8/14/2019
Introduced This Episode
Miss MarthaCarol Sutton
  • Oh Mother, Mother Of Mine: Miss Martha, Nova, Darla, Ralph Angel, Blue, Leo
  • Not All Boys Become Men: Micah, Keke, Ralph Angel, Hollywood, Aunt Vi
  • Gather Together & Share The Burden Evenly: Prosper, Charley, Nova, Micah
Season 4, Episode 8 “All The Borders”When it rains, it pours, and while it seems some may have learned to swim, others may pass out from the struggle and drown.
Director(s)Deborah Kampmeier
Writer(s)Valerie C. Woods, Chloé Hung
Air Date8/7/2019
  • Deesha, Darla, and The Review Board: Ralph Angel, Deesha, Darla
  • The Demon Formerly Known As Frances And Calling In Old Favors: Frances, Charley, Sam, Aunt Vi, Hollywood, Nova, Ralph Angel
  • The Past Is A Struggle With or Without You: Darla, Deesha, Ralph Angel, Romero, Charley, Micah, Keke, Calvin, Nova, Aunt Vi
Season 4, Episode 7 “Of Several Centuries”As the dust begins to settle from Nova’s book, the Landry and Bourdeux family decide to hurt destroy what the Bordelon family has built. Either physically or its bonds.
Director(s)Tchaiko Omawale
Writer(s)Anthony Sparks
Air Date7/31/2019
  • The Ghost Of My Past Continues To Haunt Me:Leo, Darla, Nova, Calvin
  • Learning To Be Strong On My Own: Aunt Vi
  • And It All Falls Down: Ralph Angel, Charley, Deesha, Jacob
Season 4, Episode 6 "By The Spit"While some are making strides recovering from Nova’s book, Aunt Vi begins to really feel the effects and Nova, herself, is dealing with the dark side of her new success.
Director(s)Bola Ogun
Writer(s)Felicia Pride
Air Date7/24/2019
Introduced This Episode
Pastor Angel MartinezArmando Leduc
Lady GenevieveGinnie Randall
  • Recovery Is A Slow Process: Aunt Vi, Ralph Angel, Blue, Darla, Hollywood
  • What Fed You Once Can Bite You Later: Nova, Octavia
  • Your Focus Can’t Only Be On The Opposition, But Those You Have To Win Over: Romero, Pastor Martinez, Charley
Season 4, Episode 5 “Face Speckled”Nova’s book continues to devastate her family and extended family. But, we also learn of someone who was omitted who takes offense to the book.
Season 4, Episode 4 “Skin Transparent”On the eve of Nova’s book release, another secret comes out, and Darla confronts Nova about bringing her narrative to her story.
Season 4, Episode 1 “Pleasure Is Black” [Season Premiere]Despite being warned, Nova went full steam ahead with her book, and we only get a taste of the fallout this episode.
Season 4, Episode 2 “I No Longer Imagine”As more people read Nova’s book, we learn it comes just on the cusp of the storm ending for some and one colossal storm on its way.
Season 4, Episode 3 “Where My Body Stops Or Begins”As the drama Nova brought to everyone’s life continues to ramp up, Charley is faced with issues with the Landry family and Micah.

Season 1/ Episode 4 "The Darker Sooner"

Ralph Angel takes a back seat as the focus is on Charley’s business acumen and Nova’s journalism.

Season 1/ Episode 5 "By Any Means"

So it seems, the past familiarity of storylines was just to draw you in, get you comfortable and settled, and while there isn’t some huge surprise or shock in “By Any Chance”, there are veers to paths perhaps not surely expected.

Season 1/ Episode 6 "As Promised"

Perception is everything. It is what allows a person to trust another and it determines how we are going to handle another person. Especially when it comes to our secrets, as well as our time. Yet looks can be deceiving so even at our best mistakes can be made. As seen in this episode.

Season 1/ Episode 3 "Thy Will Be Done"

Everyone grieves differently and the pain isn’t consistent. There are good days and bad days, but it is the things left behind which matter most. So when those things are being ravaged through or taken from you, naturally it can lead to you being left a bit messed up. Which with what everyone is grieving, be it Ernest or their marriage, it seems there is always but one straw before the camel’s back ends up broke.

Season 1/ Episode 2 “Evergreen”

Family. Be it by bonds created by blood or choices we made, it gets complicated. But no matter the bond it always takes two or more to maintain that connection and keep it beneficial. Which can be hard when ego, our own inability to communicate, and distrust gets in the way.

Season 1/ Episode 1 “First Things First”

OWN is a slept on channel. Granted, starting things off with a slew of Tyler Perry productions didn’t begin its scripted foray with the best reputation. However, since branching out to different visionaries OWN arguably has gained the type of programming you’d have expected the decades old BET to have had years ago. So with their newest addition, Queen Sugar, arguably Oprah Winfrey and her team have created a solid launch pad for new talent, seasoned talent who deserve steady work, and those in between who may be familiar faces but never got the roles they deserved.

Season 1/ Episode 7 "In No Uncertain Terms"

Freedom lies across the field of the difficult conversation. And the more difficult the conversation, the greater the freedom.
—  “Chapter 11: Yes to No, Yes to Difficult Conversations.” Year of Yes

Season 1/ Episode 8 "Where With All"

A storm comes to the area and forces everyone to Aunt Vi’s house, included some people Aunt Vi would never willingly invite in. No matter how strong the storm is.

Season 1/ Episode 9 "Next to Nothing"

The storm has passed and with that comes a calm. Not a calm before the storm because this show isn’t about such things. It’s the type of calm which is healing. For while there are uprooted trees and fallen branches, yeah there maybe some tears. But in rebuilding, you are reminded of who is there for you through thick and thin, and not just family either.

Season 1/ Episode 10 "So Far"

There are quite a few setbacks, for everyone, in this episode, but there is always one person who creates some sort of silver lining. In that person, there is hope.

Season 1/ Episode 11 "All Good"

The importance of a connection with another human being, especially one which is dependable and trying to do right by you, is such a beautiful and strengthening thing. Though it isn’t always stable and with that comes fear.

Season 1/ Episode 12 "Far Too Long"

Almost everyone is trying to prove something to themselves or others. Either proving they can move on, triumph over adversity, or that they deserve to be loved.

Season 1/ Episode 13 "Give Us This Day"

Charley’s various manipulations are tested, as Nova learns of the complications which will come dating Calvin again and Ralph Angel looks for some respect from Charley.

Season 2/ Episode 1 “After The Winter”

One of the hardly arguable highlights of Black media returns. And, as always, you find yourself smiling because of the family dynamics, crying tears over certain struggles they have, and end up triggered as well. To say the least, Queen Sugar remains an emotional roller coaster ride that as soon as it is over, you want to get right back on.

Season 2/ Episode 2 “To Usward”

Grieving isn’t something just for the dead. A loss of innocence, relationships, these are worth mourning over. But from the dead, the richness of once was life, blooms something new. Something we see quite a bit of in “To Usward.”

Season 2/ Episode 3 “What Do I Care For Morning”

“What Do I Care For Morning” is an episode of growth and recognizing the needs of another person. Be it Charley recognizing the needs of Davis or Ralph Angel to be a role model in their son’s lives. Perhaps recognizing the greatness and intellect in another person as Nova does. If not something as simple as Hollywood recognizing the type of woman he has in Aunt Vi and that he needs more of the loving she gives.

Season 2/ Episode 4 “My Soul’s High Song”

What is the dream? Who or what inspired it? How can you obtain it? In “My Soul’s High Song” the focus is on what makes a person feel happy or whole. Especially in times when you aren’t necessarily thriving but surviving. Sometimes due to compromise.

Season 2/ Episode 5 “Caroling Dusk”

Investing in something bigger than yourself is the main focus in episode 5 “Caroling Dusk.” Be it investing in your kids and making sure they know you, know that you will consistently be there, or investing in someone else. Trying to make it so, in the long run, you can say you did more than became a success and can show it through property or a bank account. For the true success is perhaps the people you lifted up as you were climbing to the top and reached it.

Season 2/ Episode 6 “Line of our Elders”

If I may sort of rant, I really don’t understand how and why this show doesn’t get major accolade notoriety. For while, I get, as a Black person, we should uphold the NAACP awards, maybe BET awards, and all that, it isn’t like all of your peers recognizing you, you know? Plus, with this argument amongst entertainers, and something I bring up in reviews at times, where they don’t want to be pigeonholed because of their race/culture, it makes our award shows nice but still limited.

But, in the long run, all that truly matters is that whenever this show wraps for a season, or as a series, everyone doesn’t have a gap in employment. For that is truly what matters in the long run.

So, with that said, let’s talk about Episode 6 “Line of our Elders” and how this show consistently makes you cry.

Season 2/ Episode 7 “I Know My Soul”

With the rich characters we have been given on Queen Sugar, naturally, there is this desire to know of their past. To maybe get an episode featuring them as kids, teens, young adults. Get to see their interactions with their parents at those ages, and perhaps even Aunt Vi. However, that may not be as necessary as it once was. For in “I Know My Soul,” the complicated relationship both Nova and Charley have with Ernest and Ra is dug into, alongside how Aunt Vi has played, at least for Charley, a role in it. Thus helping us understand the complexities of this family.

Season 2/ Episode 8 “Freedom’s Plow”

The midseason finale deals with all the fallout for what has happened since the season began. Be it where Remy and Charley stand, with what happened to Micah, alongside Ralph Angel’s big reveal and how he handled it.

Season 2/ Episode 9 “Yet Do I Marvel”

Based off what was seen, and the little synopsis on Wikipedia, it seems the focus for 2B is going to primarily be family. For this episode, it is Charley’s mother Lorna joining the series and us being prepped for Darla’s parents.

Season 2/ Episode 10 “Drums at Dusk”

Love is in the air for Nova and Micah but sadly, as sweet as things are going for them, the opposite is true for Ralph Angel and Darla.

Season 2/ Episode 11 “Fruit of the Flower”

Everything you knew about Lorna and Ernest’s relationship seemingly is completely wrong and that seems to change everything for Nova. Alongside that, Remy playing a paternal figure changes things for Ralph Angel and Darla.

Season 2/ Episode 12 “Live in the All Along”

As one door closes, and another gets locked, it makes the few happy relationships that remain a welcome focus.

Season 2/ Episode 13 “Heritage”

Darla’s parents come about and like when Lorna came to Louisiana, we are led to believe everything we were told is not true.

Director(s)Liesl Tommy
Writer(s)Monica Macer & Davita Scarlett
Notable Guest Stars
DarleneMichael Michele
QuincyRoger Guenveur Smith

Season 2/ Episode 14 “On These I Stand”

As Darla and Aunt Vi deal with the revealing of their secrets, Nova and Charley find themselves having to really think about the next step of their careers.

Director(s)Christina Voros
Writer(s)Jason Wilborn & Anthony Sparks
Characters Introduced
Mother BrownBeverly Todd
MiaNaomi Mack
RidDominic “Tax” Alexander
MartinShawn Parsons

Season 2/ Episode 15 “Copper Sun”

Nearly everything goes to hell. The Mill is in trouble, due to slander, the Blue paternity situation rocks everyone and, even Micah is in trouble.

Director(s)DeMane Davis
Writer(s)Monica Macer & Dana Greenblatt
Characters Introduced
LizyDanielle Lyn

Season 2/ Episode 16 “Dream Variations”

Do not expect resolutions to any of your pressing questions in the season 2 finale of Queen Sugar. Hold onto them until season 3, unfortunately.

Director(s)Kat Candler
Writer(s)Ava Duverney

Season 3/ Episode 1 “A Rock, A River, A Tree”

Queen Sugar returns with Charley laying out her plan, Blue’s paternity results in, Nova making major moves, and Blue starting to act up a little bit.

Season 3/ Episode 2 “Of Their Sojourn Here”

Nova and Aunt Vi find strength and inspiration through each other as Charley takes note of Micah’s personal needs than she wants for him.

Season 3/ Episode 3 “Your Distant Destiny”

As Nova reminds us how tactless she can sometimes be, Ralph Angel decides to put his son before tryst and Micah adjusts to the changes in his life.

Season 3/ Episode 4 “No Haven in My Shadow”

As we come up on a year since we joined the story of the Bordelon family, as much as there is growth there remains secrets to reveal.

Season 3/ Episode 5 “A Little Lower Than Angels”

The writers of Queen Sugar have seemingly decided to provide many gifts with a few poisoned apples in a slightly polarizing episode.

Season 3/ Episode 6 “Delicate and Strangely Made”

Giving yourself permission to be happy is the first step and then asking, or taking it the second, as seen in this episode.

Season 3/ Episode 7 “Study War No More”

The focus of the episode is figuring out what you want and what compromises you may have to make to get it. If not tough conversation so people understand why you want something.

Season 3/ Episode 8 “Come, Clad in Peace”

After long struggling on their own, many begin accepting and asking for help. Thus showing how far some characters have come.

Season 3/ Episode 9 “The Tree and the Stone Were One”

Trust is a major focus as many become shocked by what is asked of them, whether understandable or just a Grade-A insult.

Season 3/ Episode 10 “Here Beside the River”

The nuclear button gets tapped a few times and while it’s mostly by Vi, it isn’t like she wasn’t provoked.

Season 3/ Episode 11 “Your Passages Have Been Paid”

As Micah’s decision makes the pending jail vote all the much more pertinent, Darla and Nova are forced to also be accountable for their actions.

Season 3/ Episode 12 “The Horizon Leans Forward”

While we get some semblance of a silver lining, Queen Sugar remains unrelenting. No matter how hopeful each episode’s title is. 

Season 3/ Episode 13 “From On The Pulse Of Morning”

The season finale of Queen Sugar gives you all you could want and more, making it seem like the clouds are gone and the storm might be over – for now.

Darla - 90%
Seeing More And More Why That Book Needed To Be Written - 85%
Hollywood’s Pain As An Outsider - 89%
Charley Ramping Up For A Political Campaign - 80%
How Micah May Take What Ernest Felt He Had To Do - 75%


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Amari Sali July 10, 2019 - 5:26 PM

Going by S4,E1 and RA saying he told Blue about P words, penal system, parole, prison, and police, I assume Blue is aware. He references Ra having his “Big timeout.”

Sarah July 10, 2019 - 4:19 PM

Yeah, I guess your right. But speaking of memory issues, I don’t remember but did RA actually ever tell Blue that he was in jail? I always remembered RA just saying that he was away. We know that RA told Blue in a special kind of way that he off of probation, without actually sating he was on probation, so unless I’m forgetting that part, than okay. And yes, we all know that Blue storming off to his room, is not the only reaction we are going to get from him once he learns the news. Also your right about him knowing the things that Aunt Vi has said about Darla.

Amari Sali July 10, 2019 - 4:00 PM

If he is old enough to know his dad went to jail, he might be old enough to know RA isn’t his biological dad. To me, there is probably more to him storming off than that. It isn’t like he doesn’t know most of RA’s family doesn’t like Darla. Maybe he brings up what Aunt Vi said before?

Sarah July 10, 2019 - 1:56 PM

Hey Amari, I got to say I am NERVOUS for this episode. Darla and RA gotta tell Blue now, because some kid probably said something, that damn Nova!!! He ain’t ready, I ain’t ready! It is going to be intense. Whatever reaction Blue has, I hope Darla doesn’t relapse! P.S. Check out my last comment.

Sarah July 9, 2019 - 12:10 AM

Yeah, I’m not here for them either, you know how heated I was all throughout season 2 lol Yes, to BL doing more press lol I am also still hurt over how Charley did Darla, still mad at Aunt Vi still dismissing Darla as well. If anything though, I wouldn’t care if Darla doesn’t ever get brought back into the family, because she doesn’t need them. All she has to do is make sure that her and RA are on good terms, and they have things planned out to where Blue will be able to see the both of them, that’s it.

But this part is what stuck out to me:
“[Darla] is unlike any character I’ve played before. She’s grown me as an actress, as a human. There’s an episode coming up next week and I read the script and I thought, ‘I’ve never done these things before as an actor’. This is going to be a completely new experience for me. It’s going to be a completely new discovery of how to do this thing.”

I want to know what it is, like we have seen Darla at her most lowest, BL crying her eyes out in pure agony, so this part really has me think what was the script about and what did the script call for her to do, in terms of her acting.

Sarah July 8, 2019 - 11:31 PM

Yeah, I guess, but thinking about this whole situation just makes me nervous lol Also the future is the future, I’m worried about how this will effect everyone now, I mean we are only on episode 4, going into episode 5, yet so many tears have already been shed. It’s insane. You’re about this book bringing life into the again, cause season 3 was a bit of snooze fest but, it was needed because we now have this season, and like you said season 5 would be a new beginning type of season. It’s like I said before, Darla was looking rough, I truly don’t know if Darla will be able to hold on to her sobriety, there is just so much there ya know. Also I think you should check this article out, BL talks a bit more about season 4. Thoughts?


Amari Sali July 8, 2019 - 11:41 PM

First off, I’m glad BL is doing more press than any of the previous seasons. With that said, the only thing I got out of that article is the possibility of RA and Darla getting back together. Which, honestly, I’m not here for. I get it would lead to Darla confronting the B’s family opinion of her, maybe welcoming her back in, but I don’t know. I’m still hurt over Charley discarding her.

Amari Sali July 8, 2019 - 10:52 PM

Not necessarily. Unfortunately, all that is required, based on my understanding of the term, is one person and a whole lot of, usually, men.

But I’m just hoping it wasn’t something graphic and violent.

As for the book, if it is evil, it is a necessary evil. One which, for the B family, and show, was necessary. As I think I said in the season 3 finale, that book will give this show new life and make it so if there is a season 5, it is a new beginning. Especially since most if not all of the fallout could take place this season. Leaving everyone to just move forward in season 5. Likely making new secrets, finding new toxic behaviors, but at least cleansed of their old ones.

Sarah July 8, 2019 - 7:58 PM

WHAT!?!? Are you joking lol that book is evil lol

P.S. Check out my previous comment.

I don’t think Darla having a train rain on her would be considered the truth, because of the simple fact that Darla couldn’t actively consent to that. When it comes to trains don’t the women have to consent? Darla was intoxicated/high.

Amari Sali July 8, 2019 - 7:47 PM


Sarah July 8, 2019 - 6:18 PM

Head’s up! The promo for this Wednesday’s episode is on Facebook. I actually wasn’t able to catch the promo once the last episode went off, so I am a little worried. Darla is looking a little rough. Clearly this is the episode where Darla and RA have to tell Blue the truth, poor thing. My heart. Damn that Nova, causes all of this damage and then basically just skips town. Although it does seem like some people from her audience are going to be calling out, so there’s that.

Sarah July 8, 2019 - 11:30 AM

Ugh, I hate that term train lol It just sounds wrong, and gross honestly. But who knows what the writers do, I just need for them (the writers) and for Darla herself, to acknowledge what happened to her. Also, I never for a second believed that the writers would actually bring Jimmy Dale on the show to Saint Jo, but now I see that anything is possible, so now it makes me wonder come season 5, maybe even season 6 if the writers actually decode to have Blue’s bio dad come to town. Like something may trigger in Darla and she remembers or he actually comes up to Darla and maybe his voice or touch like has her suddenly remember all hell would break loose.

Amari Sali July 8, 2019 - 10:37 AM

It leads me to wonder how they may ultimately paint this. All signs point to rape, maybe even a train being ran on her, but will they take it that far?

Sarah Camarillo July 8, 2019 - 10:01 AM

I don’t know honestly. I just want it to be somebody. If this happened and Nova’s book more or less starts to trigger things for Darla she should be able to open up to somebody without the after thought of shame, guilt, or blame being thrown at her. Especially for the sake of Darla’s sobriety. I as well hope that we see Darla parents again as well. I hope that we get to see Darla’s sponser again as well.

Sarah Camarillo July 8, 2019 - 9:55 AM

Yes. Darla was intoxicated and high. She said she went back home from school for her break. She met up with her old crew from high school they went to a party and Darla, as she puts, got out of control. She says that she didn’t know what was happening to her until it happened, and she specifically saidd to RA, before he cut her off, that at that party there were boys there, and also to her mother when she asked Darla if there was more than one guy, Darla says that she honestly doesn’t know, and that she can’t remember.

So, I would say that Blue wasn’t a drug baby, and yes it was early on in Darla and RA’s relationship when Blue came to be and when Darla was pregnant with him.

We can assume that Darla was dealing with drug addiction during her high school times, she manged to get clean graduate and move on to college, than she went back home and unfortunately that one night changed her life.

Amari Sali July 8, 2019 - 7:41 AM

I keep trying to sort my memories about Blue’s conception and am trying to remember past Darla being intoxicated, what was the environment at the time? To my knowledge, Blue isn’t a drug baby so I think she was clean at the time. Also, wasn’t it early on in her relationship with RA she got pregnant? I’m learning that these recaps are brain dumps and it makes it hard for me to remember details after a while.

Amari Sali July 8, 2019 - 7:37 AM

What I’m curious about is who will she open up to? Will it be Leo, Ra, Nova (to make it so she knows the full story instead of a snipper), maybe the whole B family, or will it be her speaking during a NA meeting?

Sarah July 7, 2019 - 4:28 PM

Here Amari I’m not sure if you watched this interview or not but BL gives bit of information on her character for season 4. She all brings up the fact that something will be answered and revealed with her character in either episode 4 x 10 or 4 x 11. After everything we have seen of Darla I’m going to assume that it is revealing or talking about the fact that she was raped, more or less gang rapped at that party, and one of those guys is the father of Blue, I mean it has to be right? Because secret of Blue not being RA’s has been out to the family for 2 seasons now, and is unfortunately going to be put out there for the world to read about because of Nova’s book, but nobody has really asked who Blue’s father is. Darla tried to tell RA about it in season 2 when they were at the pool but he cut her off, and then during the conversation with her mom, Darla just kind of glossed over it, and her mom unfortunately didn’t press her about the subject more. So nobody really knows the truth about that night other than Darla, everyone things Darla cheated, and was just out there being reckless, but when Darla is able to tell and truth, and say that she truly does not know who Blue’s father is than maybe this will finally cause for the B family to ease up on Darla a bit.

If I am wrong then I am wrong, but I truly don’t know what else Darla could be revealing about herself, that hasn’t already been told. Thoughts?


Sarah July 7, 2019 - 3:38 PM

Sure, I guess I can agree with that. The reason why I think nobody has come at Nova is because they are focused on their part. It makes sense. They are so angry at Nova for putting their business out there in a book, that they aren’t thinking about what Nova has wrote about herself, I know I wouldn’t be, if she put my personal stuff out there in a book.

Also read my previous comment.

Sarah July 7, 2019 - 12:24 PM

I will say, that I still don’t think that the book needed to be written. They could have all had these conversations without a book being written about their lives and their lowest moments and then that book being shipped out for the world to read. Along with Nova actually bringing Aunt Vi’s whole abusive ass ex husband to town either. Even worse is all the of the bs that Nova wrote about Darla was from second hand conversation she heard from RA, Aunt Vi, and Hollywood she wasn’t there for any of it. Along with the fact that none of the B family still don’t know the history of how Blue was conceived and how he came to be. They all probably think (especially from what Nova wrote about when it came to RA’s chapter) that Darla was just effing around on RA, cheating on him and stuff. When we know that, that wasn’t the truth. She was raped, taken advantage of.

P.S. Read my other comment.

Amari Sali July 7, 2019 - 2:22 PM

I disagree. I think it is clear the B family would have never truly discussed anything which was said if they weren’t exposed. Especially Aunt Vi since she is the master of secrets. Now, do I agree on Nova not giving a heads up, maybe making the book more collaborative, no. However, for the sins and secrets of the past to come to light, she had to air out everything she knew or thought she knew.

Leading to the question of, is the sole reason we don’t hear about her stuff, or no one questions it, is because it isn’t in the book, or no one has read anything beyond their part? Because no one is really slinging mud at Nova and that surprises me.

Sarah July 5, 2019 - 12:51 PM

I 100% agree. When it comes to Darla’s parents I want the works. You can’t just overlook something like this, or sweep it under the rug like it didn’t happen, it’s out there now for the world to see and read about. I mean I can see Darla’s mom having that exact reaction but for the dad, I feel like he may have a RA reaction and he’ll chuck that book across the room lol. What I hope he doesn’t do, is take is anger, and dare I say maybe even disgust of Darla’s behavior out on her, like the last thing she’s needs is to be dogged out by her dad, but knowing him, he probably was in denial, and didn’t want to really deal with anything that Darla may have been doing when she out in St. Joe. So for him this maybe a hard pill to swallow.

I just can’t wrap my head around why Nova would write about Darla, the repercussion’s are so huge, not just for Darla but for Blue, so many things are putting out there that Blue himself may not be ready for. He was conceived out of rape, the bio father of Blue is probably a not could person, no matter where he is in life considering he took advantage of a inebriated young girl, and now the history of what his mother use to do, and how he was mistreated, and as Nova put it discarded is now written a book for the world to read about. I mean this shit is crazy. This ruin the bond that RA had made with Blue, we know for a fact that Blue isn’t going to be hard and rough on Darla when here finds out the news, I mean he is 8 years old how else is he supposed to react to something like that.

Lastly, Darla’s job can be put into question, along with Darla’s sobriety, for four seasons we have watched Darla take every tongue lashing, every passive aggressive comment, and every form of disrespect, and outcasting from the B family on the chin, she kept her cool and she did what she had to do, letting the B family do what they do, but now with possibility of Blue turning his back on his mom, and giving his 100% all to her like he always has this very well could say Darla over the edge. I so want to give the writers the benefit of the doubt and believe that they would have Darla stay strong but honestly this really could be the thing that does it for Darla along with how Leo may take the news as well.

Sarah Camarillo July 5, 2019 - 1:26 AM

So for you it is pretty much a given that her parents should or will show up at some point?

If so, what do you hope or expect from them with how they should handle the situation, handle Darla, along with her parents dealing with the descriptive details of Darla at her lowest being written out in a book and somewhat senstationoized for the world to read about? Cause how Nova wrote about Darla being with one of her John’s…. It just wasnt right.

Amari Sali July 5, 2019 - 5:14 AM

What I need is more scenes with her dad. Her mom I can imagine reading the book with her hand over her mouth, but what about the father?

As for handling the situation, I want it all. Shock, admonishing Darla, being saddened by what she went through, and them picking up what Charlie stopped pursuing in getting the book stopped or slowed down.

Sarah July 4, 2019 - 3:18 AM

Great review Amari!

It’s crazy to think about how much grief and turmoil Nova’s book as caused all ready, yet we are only on episode 4. We knew that at some point it was going to be Darla’s turn to come face to face with the book and the chapter that Nova wrote about her, but man this was rough. I would say that Nova did Darla even more dirty than RA and Charley because Nova used “A fallen Star” or something like that when it came to naming Darla’s chapter. So you don’t use Darla’s real name but you’ll use her hooker/prostitute name!?!?!? how is that any better. Nova is so foul!

I know there have been plenty of scenes where we have been blown away by BL’s acting but damn I think this episode may have taken the cake lol Just the pure desperation and heartache that Darla/BL was conveying on that porch with RA HEARTBREAKING! All of the pain and frustration that you let out when you know that things are going to happen and that you can’t control any of it, especially because you know that there is a part of you that is responsible for a good junk of it. Like we know how hard Darla has been trying, we know all of the bs Darla has put up with over these last 4 seasons from the B family, heck just 2 episodes ago, Aunt Vi was STILL being passive aggressive towards Darla, all she has done to stay sober, and to make peace with her past is all about to thrown to the wind because of Nova!

But what pissed me off the most, is how Nova wants to get memory loss all of sudden and act like she was championing on Darla when the whole baby blue situation was happening during season 2, like no hoe we didn’t forget how your petty ass was treating Darla, how you was looking at her from outside of RA’s house like she wasn’t s***, and how you didn’t let her in the house so that she could get her PHONE CHARGER!!!! Naw I ain’t forget about that, you was just as much as involved in dismissing Darla and casting Darla out as the rest of the B family was. Now she dare try to talk to Darla in a patronizing tone, and Nova telling Darla that she’s being strong and helping others with her story, man if Darla would have slapped Nova I honestly would not have protested. It was Darla’s story to tell not Nova’s!

Your thoughts (sorry it’s long)

Amari Sali July 5, 2019 - 12:48 AM

I’m just waiting for the reaction of Darla’s parents at this point.


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